It's now or never: 06/2005

Am I too old for this? - 6/30/2005

Java, JSP, SQL, Struts, etc. ... all this stuff might be clear-cut and uncomplicated to some people who are reading this blog like this particular guru master I know. But to me, they all sound foreign ... so out of this world; that no matter how many weeks of supposed studying have already passed, this ancient and rusty brain of mine is still not capable of creating a web app from scratch. It can be so frustrating at times. It makes me wonder if I had chosen the right field of work.

But I am not giving up ... not yet anyway. Teaching an old dog new tricks is indeed possible, an officemate once said. So, I guess there might still be hope for me. Luckily, I am surrounded with a bunch of guys who have been so patient in answering my dumb questions and helping me in every way they can. That plus a little more effort from my side, who knows I may finally get it right.

Krishie - 6/14/2005

I thought things wouldn't be that different. After all, we would still see each other almost every week (with our US Open dream and all). But then, it just hit me ... how great of a difference you not being here in the office is. *sniff*

I am not feeling too good right now. A guy-related issue. In need of a girl-to-girl talk, I opened my YM and searched for your name ... I'm on SMS it says. Then and there, I realized that I already miss you girl; and how much more I will be missing you from now on. Coz you see, besides the eating-with-gusto frenzies and the play-till-we drop-sports activities that we do, it's the serious talks and chitchats that I treasure and enjoy the most. With you not being in here, there wouldn't be much of that anymore ... and that really makes me sad. *sniff*

As what you have said, we've been through a lot together. Through it all, it's you who has been the greatest friend ever. No matter how crazy I get, you are always there to listen to my rambling; and often times make me understand that such is life and we can't do anything about it but hope for the best. You have that something in you that make me want to become a better person ... and for that, I thank you.

mwah! ... >:D< this is me hugging you back tightly ... mingaw man ko nimo oi...

H@pPy b!r+Hd@y BLOG !!!

WOW! A year ... that's how long it has been since I jumped on the bandwagon. So, how have I been living my life so far? Borrowing the words of Mary Roach, not too shabby. Although there are a few kinks to iron out , I still can say that life's been good ... a good-paying job, a new apartment, a wonderful family, great friends ... what more can I ask for? Okay, okay ... I admit. I am still hoping for it to happen. :)

And yes, by the way, thank you for your time.