Scaredy-cat... - 10/31/2004
... I am not. Eventhough horror movies make me shout out loud (
till now I can't watch Sixth Sense without covering my eyes during the entire movie), I am not generally afraid of ghosts and the likes. I can sleep alone in a room (
I've been doing so since forever). Back in high school, I even used to take showers at midnight in our dormitory bathroom (
which is actually one big bathroom with lots of cubicles) because that's the only time you can take one without having to fall in line and wait (
and to think there were stories going around about chain dragging and cloth flying). Compared to others, I guess I don't get easily scared of the unnatural stuff.
But you know what I am afraid of?
... I fear the possibility of not being able to have my own baby.
... I am scared of the idea of losing someone dear to me (
specifically in a violent way).
... I am afraid of the thought of being at the end of my life and finding out I have not lived a "life" at all.
On the second thought, I do am a scaredy-cat in some ways...
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Happy Halloween everyone !!!
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